Why... I should really be sleeping right now. But what the fuck? This has legitimately traumatized me! I rarely ever feel this way! I used to more frequently before when I was more of an aggressive emotional trainwreck, but nowadays, I could watch a murder take place in front of me, and I would only flinch at the violence. Okay, that's a little bit of an exaggeration, but the point is, it takes a lot to get this kind of reaction from me. So what happened?
Several years ago, I think it was in January 2010, I wanted to try out this 'roleplaying' thing. I had tried it before, but always gave up before the character sheet was even done. Anyway,